真不知是祸是福。。。

ya, its very late now, i havent done my tml's tut yet, but there's something i jus wan to blog by tonite. ya, im inputing in eng again, why? bcause its faster lah, im running out of time. i know i express much much much better in 华语, but... pls bare with it, OK!

yesterday morning, which is a mon morning, i really cant wake up, laying in bed. then i heard the thunder, oh shit, i know i must get out of home fast liao, or else i will be wet to sch. amazingly, i jus took less than 15 mins frm the pt i get out of my bed to the time i step out of the house.

however this is not wat i really wan to say. ppl are wondering why am i going to sch so early? this is wat happened this morning. i wake up half an hr later then usual. i went to the hawker centre for my breakfast, but by this time, there ar more ppl liao. i really dunlike asking ppl if i can share the table with them. this is pt 1. then i took the mrt. it was so crowded. i hardly got a space to stand. 2 stops later, the train is really packed. there's this OL in front of me being push forward nearer n nearer to me. i hav no choice but to move back as far as possible cause she is using her bust to push me back. but im already at the door side, i cant step back anymore. now i can onli try to flatten myself as much as possible. this is onli the 2nd stop loh. as the train reaches more stations, she is jus moving nearer n nearer to me which oso means 'those' are getting nearer n nearer to me (lucky, 她算是有姿色的, think in the later 20s ba). wa, this time of the train, so many OLs boarding. in the end, all i can do is to immobilise myself n look up (cant be staring them in front of me wat), 眼不见为静。aiyo..., 真不知是祸是福。this is pt 2.

due to these 2 pts, tht's y u see me getting to sch early...

LT21...

oh, i fogot to write something yesterday. this sem, for my 5 mods, 2 are lectured in LT20 n e other 3s are in LT21. tht's all, 2 LTs to suffer thro this sem. wat's worse, in sci, i really dislike studying in LT21, i always got my stuff drop all over e place due to e slanted table, argh...


this is e all guys pic, e one beside me is sze yat. ^-^

sze yat is back...

sch started for 2 weeks le. now already quite drained up. tut started piling up, trying its best to get high enough so as to fall onto me, n make me dead dead. althot this is e 1st time im taking 5 mods onli, e mods timing are killing me. reach home so late, check email n ivle then mus sleep liao, dun even hav time to see wats on TV or even chat on msn. i always comfort myself tht i will get an easiler life in my 4th year, but i dun even noe if i can get into it, future is very unpredictable. sigh...

tonite jus got a sec class gathering cause sze yat(思溢) is back from hong kong. ya, its been 6+ years seens we last met, taking our O'lvl result. i rem we were both very happy cause we passed our english language (we were always competiting for e last position in e whole standard, haha). his back in s'pore for work n will b back to HK in a couple of days. he needs to travel a lot for his work n will be able to see him more offen de. will upload the pics we took tonite if it comes out nice enough, hee...

我们必须学会遗忘。。。

如今 是黑夜的春秋
看花儿绽的羞
这是我们的夜晚

如果 你说黑夜的以后
就是我们的最后
我只想时间停留

前方的彩虹由我绽放
可是你说我们必须学会遗忘
两个人一起流浪
就需要彼此的谦让
不然就会映上 现在的我们 跌入了迷惘

今后 似乎走进了海洋
在迷雾中荡漾
谁为我指引方向

今夜 感受寒风吹地忧
让我不想再逗留
没我容身的地方

K歌王子。。。

这是个忙碌的一周，与其说忙碌，不如说是病痛的一周还比较贴近一点。本以为病魔已远离我，谁知星期二他又开始缠上我，一度让我胸痛，背痛...全身痛就对了。我想应该是不够睡所引起的吧，晚上十点放课可真是吃力呀。。。

这是我星期二到地铁站的时间。。。

而这是我回到家的时间，嗨。。。

星期三起我的病又更重了，导致我决定旷掉星期四的课，这还是我第一次旷课呢！

由于shaun的没事做，而从933那里无缘无故地拿到了李圣杰星期五，在 one fulleton babyface 演唱的门票两张。。。


听了现场，现在我比较明白为什么他是K歌王子了。。。

带足萝卜。。。

这 weekend 没做什么，只是陪了 aloy 到处找他的衣服罢了。谈到一些 shares 和 golf 的事（我在这两个领域都瞒白目的）。。。

对了，我发现有 driving licence 的用处，就是当家里所有人都不舒服时，我就得当大家的司机了。昨天还是我第一次给人家 horn 呢，不过是我不好，没看清楚啦。。。

明天虽然没有课，还是照样上学，为了读书...又或者是为了看兔女郎吧，不管怎么样就是要带足萝卜就对噜。。。

'ups n downs' journey...

today went back to Whampoo. actually had been back many times but onli to the hawker centre. this is the first that i went to the flats area where i used to stay 13 years ago. the playgrounds that i used to hang around ar no longer there. in replacement is a fittness corner. i tried all the facilities there, quite fun. but im wat thinking is that i doubt the agers ar able to use them, most of them need some strenght or some flexible skill to play with.

i got to another corner n saw a swing, or i should say a pair of swings. i got on 1 of it n begin on an 'ups n downs' journey which i last had for dun rem how long ago. nice experience again, hope to get in touch with 'them' again.


ya i took pic with my handphone 2nite on the fireworks that can be seen frm my flat. obviously its not very clear. i took it bcause maybe frm next year onwards, i cant see it frm this view anymore, cause a flat is being constructed now in such a location that will block all my view to e CBD. now all i can hope is tht the flat, please do not build so high up, ba. another thing i wanna mention is that due to the location of our lifts, the other half of e residence frm my block (which the lifts is blocking their sight) cant see the fireworks directly outside their flats so they will need to come over to this other side. since im staying on the common corridor floor, i saw many of the residences standing outside my room. how 热闹...

Messages from Your Angels

Messages from Your Angels

i jus got these for my soulmate spread, so jus 2 rem wat i had...

OPAL, MAYA, ROCHELLE, BRIDGETTE.

碰到瓶颈。。。

我张开眼睛
望出窗外不是晴
乌云他暗了我心
我用心聆听
我不再相信
雨季里的沉阴
世界不再宁静
已经是 我的姓名

这次的歌词怎么碰到瓶颈了，不像上次写‘是否’时，那么快就下笔一次过写完，不过想着的对象是一样的啊，是怎么一回事呢，我也说不上来。。。

劳碌命。。。

从1号起就开始生病了，到现在都还没好。今天是个特别日子，我不想这样度过，可是病魔赶不走，我也无可奈何。如我在 msn 的 nick，‘头重重 喉痛痛 整天被病弄 咳不停 药不灵 整晚睡不宁’，嗨。。。

其实想想我过去的今天，都过得不怎么好（除了去年），想过个好一点的这一天似乎难如登天，真有那么难吗。。。

去年放了三个月的假，生了三次病，今年就这一次，想想看，我五月常出门，六月在工作，七月半工半出门，想着八月待在家里就出事了，难道休息一下都不能吗？我看这就是人们常说的劳碌命吧。。。

启蒙老师。。。

前晚我又做梦了。这次我梦见我在上课，应该是中学时期吧，因为课室有冷气，而校服又是全白色的。坐我旁边的是位女生，睡醒就不记得是谁了，因为她不是重点。

斑上来了一位华语老师，每个人都很怕她，真的很像我的小一华语老师，庄老师。在梦里，她对我很好，只因我有做作业，可是我也只做了第一页而已呀，后面全是空白的。

我对老师说：“你不要对我那么好，我并没有做完作业啊！”
老师还是秉严肃的脸，回应说：“你说的话有一点感动到我。”
说完就走掉了，我也醒了。

回想一下，庄老师在我小四时也教过我，现在应该退休了吧，再怎么说也是我华语的启蒙老师，没有她，我的华语程度应该会降很多吧。。。