LT twenty-one 冷死你不偿命。。。

i do not know the name of this song, but am sure everyone has heard of it. now this is the vision i sang today (partly oso bcos of the cold weather).


今天一定冷死你 doda doda
今天一定冷死你 doda doda day
LT twenty-one 冷死你不偿命
今天一定冷死你 doda doda day


if anyone know the name of this song in its original vision, please let me know.
thx oo.

能用钱解决的问题绝对不是最难的问题。。。

昨晚又做了一场梦，和往常一样，梦醒后就不记得大部分的情节了。这次我梦见自己是一名演员，追求着女主角，然后很轻易地牵起她的手，漫步走开。我就只记得这么多了，连演我女友的女演员，我也不记得她的样子了，只是能肯定是位美女罢了。。。

回到现实，我还是我，只是老了一个夜晚，差别不大。这梦让我想起Michael Learns To Rock的一首歌，‘The Actor ’， 的Chorus:

I’m not an actor I’m not a star
And I don’t even have my own car
But I’m hoping so much you’ll stay
That you will love me anyway

人生就是有很多事情要解决，而能用钱解决的问题绝对不是最难的问题（也就是说最难的问题不是钱能解决的），可是我连用钱能解决的问题都解决不啊，所以还是别去碰触那些钱解决不了的问题罢（但是这个选择又是正确的吗？）。。。

幻觉。。。

当人们看到不想看到的事物时，都往往会说：“这一定是幻觉。”

看到一次，可以说是偶然。
看到第二次，你说是巧合。

那么当看到第三次‘幻觉’时，又代表什么呢？



Hummm..........



若看到第三次时，就代表这世上还真多幻觉诶。。。

我不入地狱，谁入地狱啊。。。

这星期的某一天，我在某LT外读书，有两个人缓缓地走了过来，请我帮他做个survey。醉翁之意不在酒哇，做survey只是个跳板好让他们能与人交谈。我记得他们给的第一个问题好像是“do u believe there exist god?”。其实听到这种问题，大致上已能猜到他们是来之哪个社团的（其实做survey时就猜到啦）。对于他们的提问，像我这种品行那么兼优的人，当然不会拒绝回答啦：“i jus cant say that there isnt one”，这种答案很像我的作风吧。就这样我们聊了有半个钟，还说了一些我以前想过的事情，如‘我发现在所有的宗教书籍中，都存在着自相矛盾的理论’，当然也包括我信仰的佛教。我并不是在否认任何宗教，只是觉得做任何事都不要盲从，要自己懂得分辨是非对错。。。

我一直都认为教徒们都可分为两种，一种是信徒，另一种是学徒。何为信徒，何为学徒呢？我认为比较在意，注重于宗教习俗礼仪，多于宗教所要传达的信息者为信徒，而学徒则是比较注重信息多过礼仪。我当然是属于后者咯（学习佛经佛理多于求神拜佛）。那么你又会说我读佛理的，怎么又会要做坏人呢？嗨，我不入地狱，谁入地狱啊。。。 呵呵。。。

其实这星期又让我去想了想一件事，宗教从何而来？想想看，若不是有孔子，孟子等受众人爱戴推崇，谁又会去听他们讲什么啊！所以如果一个人觉得他的想法有他自己（可能独树一帜）的道理，又想传播于世，其中一个方法就是通过宗教，至于成不成功又是另外一件事了。可是这也不能就此否定神明的存在，我只是给了宗教的存在于另一种看法罢了。。。

另一个问题是，竟然我可以吸取所有我认为对的宗教教导（可以不是佛教的），那么为何我不成为一个无教份子呢（不是无‘鸟’份子啊）？理由也正如往常的很简单，因为花了很久的时间才学会 spell buddhism, so 懒得去学 another spelling liao。嗯，还有一个理由是可以拿去教导（或者吓）下一代，我妈就是说做坏事会怎么样，怎么样地，这样把我教乖的（小孩子嘛，什么都不懂的）。。。

We are school's mugger, that is what we are...

today, i woke up at 8 n i set my alarm at 6. do u noe wha does tht means? Yes, i overslept. i had my st3236 test today so i planned to start studying it yesterday since im quite free in the morning. but (as everyone noes) things doesnt go as the way u wanna it to be. i woke up at 9, stare at the celling for half an hour before really pulling myself out of the bed. i cleared my wakeup SOP n breakfast by 10. then im on my bed again. yes, u read it correctly, im on my bed again. then i realised 2 hours jus disappears while i was jus hugging on to my blanket for a while. this makes me wonder, wonder why didnt newton uses his bed to discover gravity, n rather wanna kena knocked by that stupid apple. isnt it amazing how people jus got suck down onto his bed! i believe tht the person who invented vaccum cleaner must hav thot of it on his bed, seeing all the dirt starting to hover down onto his whole bed n covering it up (including himself)...

ya, back to my test. in the end, i onli started studying frm 4 onwards which i was in sch by then. at the end of the day, i cleared ch1 (im onli tested on 2 chs) n it was 3 am liao. so the next morning, which is today, i hav to rush thru ch2. my first lecture (ma2213) starts at 12 (my test is at 2), which im sitting inside still studying for my test, not really listening to what the lecturer is talking abt. at 12.50, delin(lecturer) gives us 20mins to solve an example, n of course i fully utilized it for my test. at 1.10, he didnt say much n end the lecture, which by this time, i oso cleared my readings. K, i hav 50 mins to relax my mind so i got a seat along the pathway frm LT21 to LT20. jus seconds after i sit down, a Mr walk up n tell me :"theres a chemical leak down here so for ur safety, its better tht u leaves this area, thanks." its was like now then i realised how come its so empty this place is for a normal afternoon, n now then i noe why theres a weird smell in the air...

actually the point tht i wan to pt out is tht whenever i seems, not being able to make it in clearing my stuff for my studyings, somehow or rather, something will happen which will result in getting myself prepared on time. 读书命就是这样的啦。。。

hey, this reminds me of a song tht i sang (in my mind, using a national day's tune) this morning in the train...

There was a time when people said
That I won't make it, but I did
There was a time when studies seemed too much
For me to take, but I did
I built a cap score, at the edge of the cliff, reaching out in darkness
For year4 to appear

Chorus 1:
This is my journey, this is my school
This is my result, pains in my heart
This is my schoolmate, who stab in my butt
We are school's mugger, that is what we are

NUS my second home, it's here that I belong?
All of us will act blur, stepping on each other
We've come so far together, our common destiny
'A plus' that's never, a transcript forever

( Repeat Chorus 1 )

( Sung )
We the students of NUS
Pledge ourselves as one corrupted people
Regardless of race, language or religion
To build a chaotic society
Based on MY justice and equality
So as to achieve happiness
Prosperity and progress for MY cap score

Chorus 2:
I am undergrad, we are undergrads
We will stand together, trying not to fall
I am undergrad, we are undergrads
We have friends that will help us when are at lost

( Repeat Chorus 1 & 2 )

We are school's mugger, that is what we are ( X 2 )

actually theres more that i wanna write, but too tired liao. next time ba..........

wonderful person...

An email that i jus wrote n sent out...

Will be handing my test paper to junming soon. The solutions are written in pencil by a wonderful person, (which is me lah,(shhhhh, dun tell anyone huh)). If dun understand what that wonderful person is writting about, u can still look for me to decode it.

The sem tht i did this test (04/05 sem II) is an open book one (oso under bank pink). Test dunno will still need to sit according to register number or not.

Gd luck on 19/10 is not needed iff u can clear every Q in this paper. But i believe nobody will mind having more luck on them espacially on that day. So to have more luck, mybe you can try thinking of that wonderful person, who is so wonderful because of his wonderfu..., therefore ... implies ...given that ... iff ... for all ... there exist this wonderful person.