within 24 hrs...

started off frm yesterday nite 10.30pm (time tht i left home) , gab, jin xin, junming, yexiang n i went went to hideout (boardgame) cafe for a gathering. this is our 3rd time there le ba, n we 5 seems to be e 固定班底 currently. of course in e end will play till it clsoe shop (which is 2 am) n end us up in market 85 for 肉脞面 again...

then this morning went leisure park klunch with shuan after onli 6 hrs of sleep. he jus sings very well loh n i again sing till 沙哑了. after tht, meet up with guanze n went to jinxin's house for a mj session...

this is shiok la, clear 3 activities within 24 hrs, this is best la...

everyday's matter...

had a dream last nite again. this time, i went back to nus together with my colleague (weird ah, he is a ntu graduate) or i believe is e place i went is nus bcos of e flooring n e structure of all e buildings. saw xin tutoring a guy on one of those wooden tables which u usually see in nus with wooden benches attached to it. well, as usual for my 个性，不会上去打招呼 n walk away le. i vaguely rem at e end of my dream, im having a conversation with my colleague on someone who has gotten cancer. hummm... seems like my dreams ar getting more n more on everyday's matter le...

放下来。。。

一起逛街到累了
一起念书到睡了
我们毕业之后就没见了
现在的我 你是否已忘了

整天工作到累了
累了回家就睡了
想见个面都不想见了
因为 是因为太想你了

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曾经拥有的时候
却没有保握住那个时候
我只能怪自己很没用
失去了才懂 喔。。。

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爱你 不像爱自己那么容易
想你 怕遇见你会情不自禁
会把话给说出来 你就会受到伤害

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避你 是折磨自己让你忘记
恨你 考验着我对你的情意
让我们都放下来 让彼此从新再来

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只要能放下来 我们才能有未来

jus life...

finally hav a good sleep last nite after this tiring 'long' week. n not too bad, had a dream last nite, since hav not had a dream ever since i hav started working. i dream tht im working in some office, dunno wat im there for or wat job scope im having. i hav a room by e window where e sunlight can shine in. mei xin is also working there, but we seem to hav a diff job scope after a chat with her in e dream. a dream like a normal day, nothing really special abt it. this is jus life...

calm...

calm...

anger...

anger...

我表妹。。。

今天去拜拜，有遇到我表妹。。。

我以前跟她说：你最近肥了。。。
她却说：我不是肥，只是比较圆罢了。。。

我今天跟她说：你越来越圆了喉。。。
她却说：我不是圆，只是比较肿罢了。。。

errrr...

anyway, 今天我还看到了一只怀孕的白猫，现在我连怀孕的动物都会看到了吧。。。

gain experience...

actually wanted to blog this on thur nite, but too tired le, cant do it. on thur, i wore tht so call 'gain experience' shirt back to work. y did i name it tht? cos i always went interview wearing tht shirt, and always cant get thro. e first time i change to another one, i gotten my current job. by tht time, really gain lots of experience le...

so i decided to give tht shirt another chance on thur, n wear it to work. then honggan, my mentor tht morning msg me n say will b on mc, in e end, i had to handle on some stuff tht i hav nv touch before. u can really say tht on thur, my experience level increase much more than on other days...

so e question now is, shd i wear tht shirt again? wanna try to gain more experience in one day n get urself damn tired? hummm......

find/search/dig them out for those beside u...

me: are u pregnant?
michelle: yes...
me: how many mths is tht?
michelle: 9 mths

this is wat michelle told in my dream last nite. in my dream, i continued to ask abt how her 'accident' with her bf happened n bla bla bla...

dunno y, lately, im been able to notice more pregnant women ard me. jus take yesterday for example, where i went to expo in e morning, i actually saw quite a few of them within 10 mins. i believe tht its not e pregnancy rate tht has gone up, but its me, who is becoming more concern able e issue on pregnancy. my current thot is tht there exists some meanings, stories n feelings behind every pregnant woman n its up to u to find/search/dig them out for those beside u...