toshiba...

rite hand fingers are still aching, been days since my last golf lesson. mus hav strain too much on my index n middle finger so tht i can relax my ring finger more. been spending alot in preperation for CNY, n its really alot. argh, pocket feel so empty...

morning, went to toshiba to help my sis get her laptop for servicing. hate to handle this kind of stuff since im not very sure wat ar the system errors. but now i dun seem to mind going. been served by a pretty young lady who speaks very softly. we chat frm the notebook's problem (jus servicing the laptop will cost $120, but im not paying for it) to a picky 'ah moh' she faced this morning b4 me. this serving lasted for abt an hour b4 everything is done. seems like a good morning for me to start off, cheers...

我要的究竟是什么。。。

寂寞在呼唤着我陪伴
要我去感受一下孤单
似乎没有了你我遗憾
在一起为何又会感叹
说时迟 那时快 怎么就天昏地暗
我要的究竟是什么

泪水不停从心里流出
难道男人天生不会哭
可惜不能让时间停住
只能留住回忆心深处
突然间 才发现 这时我才刚领悟
我要的究竟是什么

感动在渊源深处期盼着我给你
不懂我的好的你是怎么看着我
懵懂就是我俩心思的诱惑
伸出双手紧紧拥抱住你

激动是暴风雨后的那一道彩虹
入冬也就只是心情被寒风湮没
冰冻是要我俩一起来溶解
给我一次爱你的那权力

今生今世我们不再分离

罗德斯岛战记。。。

yeah...终于把一共7本的《罗德斯岛战记》给读完了，英文名是：Record of Lodoss War。原著是位叫水野良的日本人，以日语写整套小说。我当然读不懂日语，我买的是翻译成华语的版本。其实早期有看动漫（anime）的人应该不会对这名字感到陌生吧。我记得第8播道曾经有播出过这动漫，应该已是12年前的事了，也就是说年轻一辈的动漫迷们应该没听过吧（怎么把自己讲得很老似地）。我自己很喜欢这动漫，所以才去读原著，发现动漫的故事是把小说里没什么详细写出来的地方给加上颜色，清楚地呈现出读者们所希望得知的那些模糊故事情节。小说用的人物有人类，精灵族，矮人族，魔法师，魔兽等等，喜欢这类型小说的人可别错过哦。。。

悲哀的被爱。。。

我觉得这个假期我闷够了，所以这次尝试以轻快的节奏，写出这首歌，以改变一下心情。。。

Morning light 照进来
让我的世界充满感慨
你就是我所有的色彩
我就似被爱

Rainbow in the sky
看在我眼里是多精彩
我只想让你投进我的怀
我就是被爱

Wu Wu Wu…

Lightning strike 精吓坏
其实不需要大惊小怪
我却跑去寺庙里拜拜
我就似悲哀

And now you tell me a lie
为的是想要与我分开
我无法了解命运的安排
我就是悲哀

Wu Wu Wu…

甲人说两人在一起
可以制造出 浪漫的回忆
乙人说冰天或雪地
是上天考验 情侣的试题
有人说一切的期待
最终将会是 彼此的无奈
而我说我的情史里
唯一收获是 悲哀的被爱

悲哀的被爱

悲哀的被爱...

tough sem waiting for me ahead...

hey, now then i realise my holiday over le. onli been to kbox twice n thats all i had this holiday. lowest record ever n no mj session at all!!! in addition, i didnt got the chance to watch any movie at all. ok lah, at least had a game of 围棋 which e last time i played was 3 years ago ba...

this sem breaks 2 of my personal records>>
1) highest workload ever: 26MCs.
2) highest total module level ever: 20
(for example, if u ar onli taking 2 lvl 3 mods n 3 lvl 1 mods, then total mod lvl is 2*3+3*1=9)

oh, seems like a tough sem waiting for me ahead. making things worst, my finger doesnt seems to be recovering soon. hummm..................

说的当然简单啦。。。

今天再度回到医院，为的是缝上我的伤口。进入手术室，就得穿上那件进入手术室的衣服（因为怕你的衣服有任何铁制物品），与其说是衣服，还不如说是一块布，包着你赤裸裸的身体。虽说这是我第四次‘被包’了，可是还是不习惯啊，在陌生人面前，全身上下只穿着一块布，谁会习惯呀。难怪日本AV片常拿手术室做背景。。。

缝完后，在休息室坐一下（其实还蛮久的），就可离去了。在离开之前，护士会问你还痛吗？这让我想起在朱院的那几天，护士每天早上都会问你疼痛指数，零是没疼痛而最痛是十。被第一次问到时，我就问说‘十级痛又是有多痛啊？’(mus define, else how i know)，护士说就有如产妇生产那样痛，我就似懂非懂地‘嗯’了一声。护士离开后，我还在想着她说的话，因为我知道我一辈子都不会生孩子，那么生孩子又有多痛呢？后来想明了一件事，那就是不管生产有多痛，生产绝对是最痛的。天底下的男人听着，若妻子说不生，就绝对不要逼着说要生吖，生的又不是你，说的当然简单啦。。。

有人为你哭泣是件幸福的事。。。

ya, its been sometime since i last blog, but bo bian, im onli left with my left hand to type. so to make things easy for me, i will blog in eng most of e time...

wat had actually happened for the past few days? i doubt anyone will wan 2 read it if i write out in details, so i will summarise everything as short as possible...

19th: wake up in e morning n find rite ring finger swollen + a bit pain, dunno cause by wat.
20th: no sign of recovery, so go polyclinic see doctor.
21th: see doctor again.
22th: see doctor again.
26th: see doctor again, write me to SGH A&E. reach SGH at 2pm. see A&E doctor by 3pm gotten X-ray by 4pm, still cant find out the causes. see hand doctor(this is a young n pretty female doc who actually recognise my handphone canto ring tone) at 6pm. get me warded.
27th: get changed by 6am n is in e surgery rm by 7am. only nimb my hand while operating on my finger. im very conscious n can still rem e song(but i dunno e title of tht song) e radio is playing. back to my bed in ward by 8+ am.
29th: discharged.

this is not the first time i kena surgery liao so im not really worried at all, jus take it as an vacation revision tour back to SGH ba...

在其中一个夜晚，听到一位妇人在亲友的安慰下大声地哭着道“为什么不等我来就走了！”那时我已了解到那位老人家已经过世了。他是在我进院的第一个晚上入院的，那时他的床就在我的侧对面，还吐了血呢，不知怎么换了去隔壁病房。由于见过他的儿女，所以看到他们悲伤的表情，便知道是他了。那晚让我悟到一件事，那就是‘在你往生时，有人为你哭泣是件幸福的事，无人为你伤感是件凄凉的事。’