1st 3 mths...

lately, then i know tht i m used as an example for ppl who seek direction in my sis's secondary sch...

prelim is over n e sec graduates are wondering whether to go to MI(merger of JI n OI) for 1st 3 mths or not, since they cant get into JC. as my sis is e main coordinator for student to seek for advice, my sis will always tell them my case...

"now there exist a person, who is currently doing his honours year in NUS, n he is my brother. when he is at ur age, he didnt make it to JC for 1st 3 mths too, so he attended JI (tht time still exist). then later he make it to SRJC, e one tht most students dun wan to go. so wat if he cant go to a better JC! he still gets to wat he is today. so whenever theres a chance, jus go for it, try out the 1st 3 mths..."

obviously, my sis didnt say tht i cant get into JC's 1st 3 mth is bcos of my lousy english. i got a F9 for my prelim. n she didnt say tht i didnt really study for my 'O' lvl. furthermore, she didnt point out wat type of result i normally had when i was in sec. ya la, given e later condition, it will sounds reasonable for wat i m today (so wat is it?). 咳... nvm la, jus let these kids hav a taste for 1st 3 mths n enjoy it ba....

十五楼的窗。。。

我有个屋檐 来当我的被
我躲在屋里 是因我很累
不知觉 又想起你的美
只能说 我需要你陪

蓝色的窗帘 我把它拉开
我站在一边 又像似发呆
对不起 又想起你的爱
想着你 我喊了出来

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在我眼里 十五楼的窗
在我心里 是永远的伤
那个烙印 不会是原谅
错的是我 我还能怎么样

在那个夜晚 你放开了手
我不知所措 你说已受够
想当时 又想起你的俦
那之后 无尽的等候

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在我房里 你睡过的床
在回忆里 你那时的样
只因为我 不懂得坚强
现在的我们 窗外都不一样

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窗外都不一样

气质测验。。。

气质测验http://www.moon.com.cn/star/test/001.htm

my气质测验结果

你的胆汁质气质得分:1

你的多血质气质得分:8

你的粘液质气质得分:13

你的抑郁质气质得分:5

你的气质是:

一般的粘液质气质

1.多血质
神经特点：感受性低;耐受性高;不随意反应性强;具有可塑性;情绪兴奋性高;反应速度快而灵活。
心理特点：活泼好动,善于交际;思维敏捷;容易接受新鲜事物;情绪情感容易产生也容易变化和消失,容易外露;体验不深刻。
典型表现：多血质又称活泼型，敏捷好动，善于交际，在新的环境里不感到拘束。在工作学习上富有精力而效率高，表现出机敏的工作能力，善于适应环境变化。在集体中精神愉快，朝气蓬勃，愿意从事合乎实际的事业，能对事业心向神往，能迅速地把握新事物，在有充分自制能力和纪律性的情况下，会表现出巨大的积极性。兴趣广泛，但情感易变，如果事业上不顺利，热情可能消失，其速度与投身事业一样迅速。从事多样化的工作往往成绩卓越。
合适的职业：导游、推销员、节目主持人、演讲者、外事接待人员、演员、市场调查员、监督员等等。

2.胆汁质
神经特点：感受性低;耐受性高;不随意反应强;外倾性明显;情绪兴奋性高;控制力弱;反应快但不灵活。
心理特点：坦率热情；精力旺盛，容易冲动；脾气暴躁；思维敏捷；但准确性差；情感外露，但持续时间不长。
典型表现：胆汁质又称不可遏止型或战斗型。具有强烈的兴奋过程和比较弱的抑郁过程，情绪易激动，反应迅速，行动敏捷，暴躁而有力；在语言上，表情上，姿态上都有一种强烈而迅速的情感表现；在克服困难上有不可遏止和坚韧不拔的劲头，而不善于考虑是否能做到；性急，易爆发而不能自制。这种人的工作特点带有明显的周期性，埋头于事业，也准备去克服通向目标的重重困难和障碍。但是当精力耗尽时，易失去信心。
适合职业：管理工作、外交工作、驾驶员、服装纺织业、餐饮服务业、医生、律师、运动员、冒险家、新闻记者、演员、军人、公安干警等。

3.粘液质
神经特点：感受性低;耐受性高;不随意反应低;外部表现少;情绪具有稳定性;反应速度快但灵活。
心理特点：稳重，考虑问题全面；安静，沉默，善于克制自己；善于忍耐。情绪不易外露；注意力稳定而不容易转移，外部动作少而缓慢。
典型表现：这种人又称为安静型，在生活中是一个坚持而稳健的辛勤工作者。由于这些人具有与兴奋过程向均衡的强的抑制，所以行动缓慢而沉着，严格恪守既定的生活秩序和工作制度，不为无所谓的动因而分心。粘液质的人态度持重，交际适度，不作空泛的清谈，情感上不易激动，不易发脾气，也不易流露情感，能自治，也不常常显露自己的才能。这种人长时间坚持不懈，有条不紊地从事自己的工作。其不足是有些事情不够灵活，不善于转移自己的注意力。惰性使他因循守旧，表现出固定性有余，而灵活性不足。从容不迫和严肃认真的品德，以及性格的一贯性和确定性。
适合职业：外科医生、法官、管理人员、出纳员、会计、播音员、话务员、调解员、教师、人力人事管理主管等。

4.抑郁质
神经特点：感受性高;耐受性低;随意反应低;情绪兴奋性高;反应速度慢，刻板固执。
心理特点：沉静、对问题感受和体验深刻；持久；情绪不容易表露；反应迟缓但是深刻；准确性高。
典型表现：有较强的感受能力，易动感情、情绪体验的方式较少，但是体验的持久而有力，能观察到别人不容易察觉到的细节，对外部环境变化敏感，内心体验深刻，外表行为非常迟缓、忸怩、怯弱、怀疑、孤僻、优柔寡断，容易恐惧。
适合职业：校对、打字、排版、检察员、雕刻工作、刺绣工作、保管员、机要秘书、艺术工作者、哲学家、科学家。

last lecture n tut...

today, i hav my last lecture n tut as an undergrad...

cant say much cos very tired n sick now, need plenty of rest...

exam round e corner still go out...

Argh... exam round e corner still go out today. feel a bit guilt le, but thts gd, cos thts my motivation to study le...

First, met sijia to get the movie tickets, for the 6 of us. then wait till e other 4 (hwee wen, mei kee, huilin, hui li) to watch 色戒(e full version de). ok la, expected, e kind tht not able to touch me de...

after e movie, mei kee left n we joined up with vanson, ziyuan, kang hao, bee chee and hui ting for dinner at marine south...

really thx those who help to organize this gathering. nothing much to say le, jus know tht i better start studying tml, 冲吧。。。

e end of my honours project...

Acknowledgements

First and foremost, I would like to thanks A/P Zhang Louxin for accepting me as his student at the point of time when I am hospitalised. I appreciate all his patient guidance throughout the year in enlightening me in all my doubts in this thesis. His invaluable advices are irreplaceable. His tolerance and understanding to my pace of work is what I would consider the best supervisor I would ever have.

Next, I would like to thank my examiner, Dr Roger Poh, for taking time and effort to read through this thesis.

Next, I will definitely thank my family and all my friends of which there are some that I must point them out. Yexiang, who is top most of the list, for encouraging and influencing me into doing honours. Linyi, Kaiyun, Zhongliang and Junwei for inspiring me to start my honours project a semester earlier. Siong Thye for helping me file for project during the period I was hospitalised. In addition to those mentioned above, Meixin, Hwee Wen, Sijia, Liyuan, Tao Siang, Shaun, Jeff and lastly not forgetting the rest not mentioned, for giving me endless encouragement and help in all possible areas.

Once again, I sincerely thank all those who has played a part in my life, in shaping me, the unique me.

jus submitted my thesis today, n tht marks e end of my honours project. really thx all for ur support n encouragements...

以上所提到的名额，皆可来向我索取一顿，保证不小气，但也无法阔气。
anyway, i know most of e ppl mentioned above dunno this entry, so wont spend alot de...

its over...

at last its over...
my honours project is over...
i started off doing nothing...
ended off everything done...
i dun need a gd grade...
so no stress on me as usual...
i really hav a gd examiner...
who even help to defend my paper...
wat to say...
my study luck is always there...
nv aim for anything...
but everything jus came by...
is it really luck...
or is it wat i hav done to my life...
watever it is...
it not too bad...
im always prepare for e worst...
i see nothing as e worst...

jus for future recall, thx tao xiang, junjie, wai yin, kumar, weike, xiuhui for attending my presentation and of course not forgetting shaun, who come jus for me, n off after me...