income tax...

dun tink of siaming income tax,

tink of whether got e chance to pay income tax...

really like wat my dad had said. not easy to get a job ah, sigh...

best slackers combi...

by e last entry, i shd will quite sad in sch, but i dun hav time to b sad. after a few sleepless nites, i finally came up with my powerpoint slides(not really perfer) to present my mid-term talk today. as an equation tht i hav shown to some ppl:

slacker me + slacker supervicer + slacker examiner

= best slackers combi

examiner really did something to my mid-term talk, tht is he forget to come to my talk (according to our department, when its time for my talk, he is still at home =.="'). since for mid-term talk, examiner do not need to be present, we jus take it tht he dun wan to come. after my talk, my friends say can try writing bk on him n his 'stories'. my sup oso a gd one loh, give me stuffs to read but he dunno anything abt it, jus waiting for me to teach him loh. anyway, thanks tao siang for coming n questioning. seems like my sup like ppl to ask questions...

wat else interesting happen this week? oh, i sold a stat bk in e 2nd hand sale for $12(actually is $13, but they take away $1), which i had bought for $1. wow, its a 1100% profit, shd hav stock in more de...

离开。。。

学校
变得好陌生
周围
没什么熟悉的脸孔
我走着
没招呼
我坐着
似透明
已经
不是我所熟悉的地方了
看来真的是老了
校园的生气
已不属于我了
我的地位在哪里
我的我又该在哪里
我只知道
我的你不在那里
忍着吧
就要离开了
离开一个
没有你的地方
离开一个
早该不属于我的地方
离开

its jus e begining...

i know my sup has a lecture at 2pm today. at 2.15pm, i received a msg frm tao siang. its written below with my reply...

ts: wah, your sup prof zhang's lecture is very horrible!!
me: ha, n its jus e begining...

mayb onli e terrible like me can work with e horrible ba, haha...

大开杀戒了。。。

started off my sem with an 8am lesson. argh..., been avoiding to take such a lecture for sems le, but in my last sem, i still hav to face it, sigh... on my way to sch i wrote this song belong, 只是越写越像国庆歌曲。。。

ppl say i cant make it
i hav come this far
a few more weeks to bear thro
a time print in my heart

regardless of who i will b
u still know who i m
at e end of everthing
ur wish is my command

(chorus*)
i will brew a future
for me n my family
endure thro all e troubles
holding hands nv b apart

as u can see im working
making my goals come true
n u can see im changing
to make e best frm me

chorus*
chorus*

holding hands nv b apart


im taking a lvl1000 stat mod this sem, my friends say: 哇，你去杀那些year1的啊！ this is not wat i wanted to do, jus tht i cant get other mod i wan ma... today see them coming into lecture threatre happily, this makes me feel like telling them wat is 人在大学，身不由己, 大学险恶呀... 看来真是我不入地狱，谁入地狱，只好大开杀戒了。。。（哈哈，大家要提防的只有我这个坏人吧！）

today go to my lvl5000 class. inside all ar master student except me, a pathetic honours student. ha nvm, i always like take higher lvl mod de ma. rem i year 1 take lvl3000 math le, n inside, im e onli year1 sci student surround by all e 大哥哥 大姐姐. one last thing, not taking any lvl4000 or lvl3000 mod this sem, so less likely to see my cohort ppl lo...

from my mouth...

i am myself, and myself is who i am.

i dunno how these words came out from my mouth, but i jus had a feel and it came out from my mouth at this particular time in the night. after some thots, i realise tht it seems to mean more than wat it seems to mean...

secret...

再过几分钟，今天真的要过去了。对大家而言，今天并没有什么特别，而我呢？试着把它弄得跟往年不一样吧！我记得去年的这一天，我病得死去活来。前年的这一天，aloy请我去吃soeul graden，把我撑得差点在他车上吐呢。大前年的这一天，在我记忆里是什么也没做，虽然大前年的这一天应该是很特别的，但真的什么都没发生，是另类的特别吧。四年前的这一天，我在国家体育场守着for NDP，我想在大太阳底下应该没什么好玩吧。五年以及更久之前的这一天，印象也是什么都没做就把这一天过了。这些虽然都算特别，只是应该没什么人喜欢吧。。。

昨天在网上看到原来今天戏院有预演‘不能说的秘密’，便觉得应该去看，来让我的今天别那么普通。你们可能以为是看电影而已嘛，没什么特别的，可是请你们注意一下，是预演的，而上映的又有多少片子是属于romance的，其实很少吖。我中意看的其实是感伤的片子，而romance film是最容易找到的。巧的是前几天还有人要我把secret说给她听，ha，u haven fulfill e condition to listen to my secret yet, n i dunno whether would i got e chance to say out in my life. mayb i hav seen her le, or mayb she haven appear yet, or mayb there isnt a her for me to see, i dunno. 决定要看之后便写在msn nick，但直到深夜才有人愿陪我去看，thx a lot pal（aloy），喜欢comedy的你还愿意陪我看这种片子。其实没人陪我我也会照看的，已蛮习惯可怜的自己了。。。

若问我abt‘不能说的秘密’，那我只能说整部戏是秘密，我不能说，自己去揭晓吧。在片里有让我比较注意的，就是‘坏人’这词吧。有着大荧幕，一直看着纶镁，她的脸颊让我想到一个人，你说像谁呢？正如我之前提地，我喜欢感伤的片子，而这片子也有让我感伤到，让我流下两道泪水。以前我会有点压抑着不让它流出眼眶的，只是今天...就让我的眼睛轻松一点吧，感觉挺不错的。。。

actually this is onli e 7th of this mth, n many seems to happen. first of all, really thx kaijin(organizer), duwei n aloy for tht early celebrition for me last weekend, tht cake is really nice. i tried out something my sis still haven got e chance to do it, tht is horning ppl on road. i oso tried out being driven away by TP. lastly, thx for all ur blessings today...

分手是为彼此将来都好。。。

亲爱的 你忘不了
可是我 真的不好
请你让我为你永远祈祷

你想要 白头偕老
可是我 说办不到
我们迟早都得分道扬镳

你以为问题是自己太糟
我肯定不是你哪里不好
不骗你是神要我修仙得道

你说我 胡说八道
我求你 小命一饶
这结果不是谁能预先知晓

你哭泣 我的懊恼
这结局 谁也不要
分手是为彼此将来都好

分手是为彼此将来都好

dun b lidat la...

well well well..., it seems to been quite some time since the commencement n convo(not really for the convo la) are over. if im not wrong, actually quite sure im not wrong tht i still haven gotten back some fotos frm some friends. im been thinking abt it while waiting for my friends today, wat ar e reasons tht u do not need to send e fotos back to tht person u hav taken with? i can onli figure out 2 ans...

1. celebrity - seldom ppl will send the fotos back to e celebrities.
2. stranger - bcos u dun hav e address to send e fotos back.

im quite sure i haven taken any foto whom i might b cosider stranger to him/her. as for e first case, dun b lidat la..., even if u do consider me as a celebrity oso shd send back those fotos we hav taken together ma. please............

hey, i had a dream last nite, i dreamt of shaun's mom calling me to go to shaun's bday party, n at tht particular time when i ans e call, shaun was sitting bside me in a car. the weird part is tht i can rem she said her name is yu4 hua2 clearly even after i had wake up for a few hours le. confirm will shaun le, tht is not his mom's name. hummm......

onli student...

sigh... lets take a break frm latex n come up here for a bit of fresh air...

finally, i got to file for graduation le. after seeing so many friends left, leaving me behind to face 'grades', i finally can somesort of countdown le ba, wait for me world, im coming (le ba)...


this pic shows tht im e onli student in this mod, woah... but i know i wont b studying alone in this mod la. lots of post-grad students will turn up n accompany me de (which doesnt sound very nice)...

now im using a wide-screen panel for my PC. actually wide-screen is meant for better views in watching movies, but due to my lousy CPU, i nv use my PC to watch movie, bcos the actions will always jerk. however, i found out tht its very useful in other ways. bcos of e width, i can hav more drop-downs(dunno is tht wat ppl called) at e bottom(tht one loh, e bar thingy tht u see when u minimise wo). another plus point is that i can hav more shortcut icons on top of e programmes, like those u see on top of microsoft words, excel, latex...

i say hav a break frm latex ma, lets talk abt other stuff. heard frm my cousin tht his sis went to IMM last weekend to get S.H.E's signature. queue very long n when she got e chance to shake hand with Ella, she actually shake so vigorous tht Ella got a shook. y didnt they take down a pic of tht scene for a laugh in e future, sigh...