thinking of me...

exam lu. no time to blog. when u ar thinking of me, watch this first ba (frm e movie 东成西就)...

等人...

就要考试了，我今天应该在啃书吧，humm......，没有，我今天去了klunch，对，你没读错，我一早就去k了，把许多新歌k掉（有静茹，杰伦，同恩...）。是因为考试来临，要舒缓一下压力吗？erm......，其实是因为一点压力都没有才去的，因为k完之后，会莫名有一种罪恶感，而这罪恶感就是我啃书的动力。。。

今天我迟到了几分钟（sorri oh），今天我等了一个多钟。。。

我不喜欢等人，却很能等人。。。

对我而言，等人几乎就是在浪费时间，可是等人就只表示浪费时间吗？

我不喜欢迟到，因为会不好意思，所以不论是上课或是出席任何的聚会，几乎都会早到。可是早到就要等人，等人就是在浪费时间啊，那么我不应该早到呀！上课早到是为了有选择权，选坐自己喜欢的位子，这跟早点排队买票的道理是一样的。至于聚会，早到不会因此而占到任何好处，那么为什么我还要早到呢？

己所不欲，勿施于人。
你不喜欢的，别人也不喜欢呀。
你不喜欢等人，人家也不喜欢等你。

所以说，等人表示不让人等。
我等人是为了不让人等我。
我虽然不喜欢等人，却更不喜欢让人等。

actually can model this out, jus depends on how much weight u put on each constraint...

presentation weeks...

take a deep breath, look up, n starts blahing out. ya, this is wat i normally do when i present. these 2 weeks ar the so-call presentation weeks for most ppl. at here, im jus writing something tht i thot of after my presentation...

as usual, i heard laughter when im presenting. i do rem tht my groupmates say "dun try 2b funny". n i do believed tht i had tht in mind. however e outcome isnt wat i expected it 2b (actually no ah, i will find it weird if i hear no giggling at all). i dunno wat hav i done to make those laughter. its jus tht i dun like things 2b presented too seriously n it bcome lidat loh. at least ah, i know tht they ar focusing on me mah (haha, like being centre of attention ba)...

now im wondering, wat will it be like if all presentations ar webcasted. i believe no much diff lah. present to 1 person oso present, present to 10 ppl oso present, present to 100 ppl oso present, now its jus presenting to the sch onli mah, or maybe even to e world via youtube. look at it in e other way, u can see how well u present liao le, at least i can oso know wat is the ppl laughting at mah...

this reminds me of a gal which i rem by 150. she oso laught at whatever i speak. 我说话有那么好笑吗！不过根据我的观察，原来她聊天就会笑了。了解之后，知道我做人其实也没那么失败啦，只是会常遇到siao的女生罢了嘛。。。

n theres 1 thing i need to add on. the onli rule i set to myself is i cant give away this address, cos this is the place i write down my memeries n feelings, not to entertain others (but u can see, i still reply to tags lah). u definitely hav e freedom to give this address away n do not need my approval at all since its on the web...

你到底是谁。。。

金黄雨水照耀整片天
却不是无际无边
无法越进那个边线
只能穿着张无奈的脸

人们之间都有一种心电
等待着你来发现
为对方写的第一篇
写完之后发现是 小倩

你到底是谁
让我冰封的心化成水
这是世界上一种累
能让雪人流下泪

是否真的无所谓
丢了的信取不回
在我的世界你是那个最
那个最能让我的心 悴与碎

blar blar blar...

this is the 1st draft...

Roles: CEO, secretary, financial adviser, proposer, proposer’s kakia(跑腿).

CEO : (sit at the centre of the second row, stand up and turn back to face all the other ppl in the LT) dear all shares holders, this is a company which consist of 5 departments, working closely with one n other. Under the latest report, which consist of housing properties, government incentives n other factors, we realise that it is possible to bring in more revenues if we relocate our departments to other cities in the country. Now my secretary will give u a concrete report on wat ar e possible cities n their possible benefits n costs tht they will bring in.

Secretary : (standing in front of the PC, facing the others, starts showing the slides) setting the condition that the benefits each departments gets as 0, we find out tht Bristol n Brighton ar 2 better choices out of those tht u see in this map

for relocating our departments . (show slide)This table shows the benefits we get if we relocates departments to these 2 cities. Next are the quantities of communication between the departments n their associated costs. I believe tht all of u shd hav the info tht im presenting to u by now. If not, u can still can it frm ‘u knows where is it’. With all this info, our proposer is going to formulate a way in which can help us to decide e possible locations for our departments.

Proposer : now my turn ah. Nite every gracious one. Erm… this model we ar presenting depends a lot on binary variables. The first one is δ blar blar blar which gives 15 of them. N then hoh, is the γ which is erm…. U rem there will exist such a variable first lah, now my ka kia will talk on the constraints first ah…

Proposer’s kakia: haiyo, everytime see something difficult to present then push to me liao, nvm(the mind here, the tone mus drag a bit), I will start on the constraints first. The 1st type is blar blar blar n will have 5 of them. The 2nd type is blar blar blar n will have 3 of them. U see ah, the objective is –ΣBδ+ΣCDγ which is δδ quadratic. So we will convert it to γ by blar blar blar. So will give another 108 + 54 constraints. As for how many γ there is, my boss(proposer) is(drag) more then willing to tell u.

Proposer : see, emproy someone oso mus push it back to me. Bo bian mah, he dunno then I explain loh. There are 54 γ n as I get it is by blar blar blar. Now any question?

CEO : u still havnt say where shd the departments be relocated?

Proposer : hah… ur finance assistant present mah, or else he/she say nothing to do…

CEO : then he/she is our redundant lah.

Financial adviser : wait, u cannot say lidat. Should say da pai (大牌) always come out the last mah. (wah, this part can sing liao, if the person wan lah) Now back to ur question. Where shd e departments be relocated then? (show the programme’s result) I concluded tht they should be at blar blar blar(follow the bk all the way till the end).

CEO : so lidat ah… hummm… (face the others) so all shareholders, any question? If not, thx a lot…